happy happy n happy 2day...all b coz of u..hehex..^_^

今天一进课室....（SMC）
不久我班的女同学就叫我...
不用猜就知道他们要问什么..
结果他们不敢用讲= =
只好用写的...
他们问的就是
ta:u approve him already???
me:who??<装不懂的我>hehe
ta:tat boy sit row there...
me:vissharll???
ta:yaya..
me:duno..u go n ask him lor..haha
然后他们就说，我们不敢问他。。
lol...我只好笑笑对着他们。。




过后他们上tamil时，
刚好他们其中一个女的没拿那科..
她就约我去食堂读书..
我们一边走时
她又问我 累啦..一直酱问...
我就一直说没接受他..
他就讲..juz accept him..
he is nice guy...
不久我就告诉她了
其实我接受他了..
hehex




lol..过后ARVIND(my SMC　bro)
写来问我现在不是上tamil啊..
刚好两个都没拿那科..
不就有机会dating了吗..
我就说不要...还不用紧呢！
我还问他。。他(visharl)跑去哪里死= =
他说不懂，你要找他我可以帮你安排，等我叫我朋友去找他..
我说不用了..找了也没用...

他们上完后我们就继续上sejarah
那个老师sibeh好笑....
都没人在听他上课耶..
全部都在欺负他...




到了1点.....
下课时间...
我都没出去吃..
也太累了...只好在班上睡觉...
我才睡不久...
就有人叫我起来..
我还以为我在做梦..
j结果是他叫我..
买水和东西给我吃..
结果我都没动到..
回家才慢慢享受嘛...
我要跟他说声谢谢都来不及了..
因为他走得太快..= =


就这样4点放学...
我故意要走最后一个给他先走
结果他等我走了他才走= =。。。
我连看他都不敢看...
最后还是会看...
还对住他笑...
感觉上他笑起来更帅...hehe


我走出课室时他就叫我= =
然后就问我怎样回。。
我说坐taxi..
ta说o...take care。。
我只笑笑对住他..不敢跟他讲话...
是酱的嘛...
刚刚拍拖会害羞的...haha..




就这样=）


最后嘞
i wan to tell u
i LOVE u Vissharll

arvind哥帮我们取的名
vishrl ratha 4 eva....haha
<3

Thx 4 BlesSing all ^_-

我跟他在一起后。。

这几天都有朋友来祝福我们..

尤其是他朋友 n 我补习朋友。。

真要谢你们了...

前天我的Arvind哥哥..=)

写来告诉我...

 U must promise that u do not leave vissharll k..

he is reali handsome n nice guy..

u both is suitable couple

我看了..很高心..

很多朋友都说我们很适合...

这是他追我时写的...

juz a little more...

could u listen juz a little moRe..?

can i be selfish to u juz a little moRe?

The moment when i juz have it in my hands,

it feels that it will vanish away...

Would u give me juz a few world??

i <3 u , love u until the end of the world...!!
juz u try and laugh and Say i'm stupid

"i LOVE u"

it's hard 4 me to say these words...

i want to love you with all my heart...

that is why i pRaying to the sky..

Hey,although i want to understand...

there are too many things i could not comprehend..

That is why while these two bodies that would never become one....

I would embRace them with all my might...
with only your pResence the world would evolve...

The monotonous scenery will even buRst to a fountain of colors...

Before we've Realized it our sepaRated hands are held together while we are walking side by side

"Would i be loving you correctly?"

I am asking this to the skies above..
Even the day comes when our parhs would divide..

if i have memories of you , i will be alright..

Because one day will come when i understand the meaning of our partinng...

Thus i make this promise to tomorrow..

I LOVE U, love you until the end of the world...

and i want say to u 'even though we are far apart body,but our heart are always close'=)

Damn No MoOd...T_T

最近有点烦...

烦考试...

烦他们那几个...
为什么不要给我正常的生活???

haizzz..算了吧!!

姐妹们...

你们知道我为什么抛弃琪吗??

你们说中了..对..我有男朋友了..

之不想那么快让你们知道..

有些事不能早早说出来的对不对...

别生气噢:0

最近我都有点烦..

有时什么事我都没告诉你们...

是因为我想自己处理..不告诉你们

前天我才接受他...也就是2011年05月16日= =

我接受了他们其中一个..

我想你们应该想知道我为什么会接受他

因为。。。

我觉得，他人很好..

读书又厉害..

也慢慢对他有感觉= =

lolxx

他们三个都是好朋友...

三个爱上1个女孩..

昨天我就问他，你告诉他们两了吗?

ta说还没..我明天一定会告诉他们..

到了今天..又发生了点事

在他学校。。

我所说的A差点要打他...

幸好B叫他冷静...

突然觉得他们为了我吵架..

我不懂要怎么办T_T

最近真的......

很烦

很烦

很烦

!!!!!!!!!!!!

只想说

希望我会永远幸福快乐...

爱你们了...姐妹<3

ＴＲＵＥ STORY

PART 1

It all stared when Guys A and Guys B liked her...
they made their move to tell her then there comes Guys C
The reason he was here because he like her, 
maybe even before Guys A and Guys B likes her,
Now he tells her also that he like her..
Now she is caught in the middle don't know if she should choose them or reject them all..


PART 2


I think she might give Guys C a chance to prove himself wortly,maybe not..==
Imo again Guys B doesn't stand a chance but when Guys A found out that Guys C
confessed to her..
He wants to back out thinking that he doesn't stand a chance,
so he tells her that he wants out...
Juz when she think that he give up..
There comes Guys A again...
he wants her again...=="


PART 3


Now Guys C not going to give up without a fight but whats gonna happen between them??
What gonna happen to Guys B?
I would like to find out..
All the characters and incidents in this story are fictitious,
Resemblance to any person living or dead or any incident or place is purely coincidental...

.....ExaM Is CoMinG SooN.....

很快的就要5月了

剩一个星期就要考试 累了啦:(

我都还没准备好.....
为什么时间过得那么快

最近都一直烦考试要怎么考...
这次的考试也不会像以前酱了...

要自己写了....

我..真..的..累...料...啦

自从莹退出一辈子姐妹后...

觉得他有点怪..

平时我们早上到了班上...
才一起去dataran..

可是前天她到了班上放书包

就自己一个人去dataran...

娟就叫我去陪她...

我去了她也没什么跟我说话..

只好静静的..等周会完..

今天她在她的博客写她变了

可我觉得她一点都没变

我还觉得我自己变了....

不知道他们的那句话让我变了还是什么..

我之前有想过要退出一辈子姐妹的....

但.....haiz....没事啦...

说真的
娟 玮 欣 莹

其实我一点都不想读4 Reka Cipta的
不是因为什么
是因为科目

ICT
之前我还以为这科目很容易
上了觉得有点难....

但。。都没办法了...只好留下来

从现在起
我要好好读书了....

我不会让他们看不起了....
他们觉得我做不到

我一定做到给他们看的....

我RATHA从现在起
要好好读书
少上网
少出去
也不要一直逃课
不读书
上课要专心听课了 不要一直讲话......

我说到做到....
不要让你们看不起我！！

这半年考我也会拿好成绩给你们看！！！

对不起 姐妹们

MT~ WHY DO I STILL LOVE YOU

Why do i still  ♥ U..
y i can't stop myself talking wit you..?


Is tis all..."coz i still   love u..？
they hav a special charm..
...which makes me feel, so safe and warm...


Y i can't stop myself talking about u..?
Y do i still love u..?
y is tis tat i hav to climb..
1000 mountains to get to u,and..
u juz need to smile to get to me...


Y do i forget the whole world when i'm wit u..?
every night,u tease me in my dreamss...


But is tis all y i love u..?
now tis is my ques..to u...,y do i still love u..?
y don't u let me 4get u???
y u come in front of my eyes..?Even when i close them..-


Y r u always running in my mind..?
y yr name is always on my lips..??


But now. i'm tired or missing u..
Each day
Each night
Each second
There is longest distance between us...


                
                
                I'm Right In Front Of U
                                      And
               <U Don't Know That I love U>

♥ I am Waiting For Someone ♥

I am waiting for someone
who will never come
The smiles that i shared ,
tears that rolled out,
...Why Blow of a wind that slowly tells me
that you would return,
Return to where you belong,
to where your love is.

I am waiting for someone
who will never come,
Ask my heart to stop
beating for you,
Let me loose so that i can
fly again and feel your presence,
Let me run away from your memories,

I am still waiting for someone
who will never come,
Why do i still wait when we know
He is not coming back,
My answer was this -
I DON'T KNOW WHY , But i do !

Eyes doesn't stop looking at the door
& ears for your voice,
I am waiting for someone
who has to come,
I am waiting for someone
who has to come for me & only me....!♥

♥告诉自己 要快乐♥

告诉自己要快乐，

因为难过的时候

身边有人会跟着担心..

告诉自己虽然难过，

也不能在别人面前流泪

因为怕他们担心，

或者更多的是怕有人嘲笑

告诉自己要坚强，

因为我怕我有一天脆弱的很会哭，

告诉自己不要有遐想，

遐想会带来失望，

欺骗自己那不是爱，

我一直说那只是个习惯，

其实那就是爱...

有段时间，

我总是爱哭

有段时间，

吃很少的饭

有段时间，

吃饭的时候老爱低着头

因为怕妈妈看到我眼里的泪水..

有段时间不敢看言情小说

因为会想到你....

现在看偶像剧还是爱哭

我知道看到你的照片会心痛..

我知道心情不好的时候，

会哭到喘不过气来...

我知道，

其实我很爱哭...

看到你们在一起，

我默默祝福你们，

真的希望你们好好的。

如果时间真的能回到过去，

我想我还是会选择离开...

因为我觉得一段感情，

它只是单纯的一段感情，

如果介入其他因素之后，

它不在是我原本认为的那么干净，

那么我宁愿不要，

宁愿放开.....

如果一个男人如果真的爱你，

就不会伤害你了，

且一段感情若真的根深蒂固，

就不会被其他因素所动摇了，

我要的是一生一世一双人，

仅此而已，

但我想我们的感情不是

它不是我想的那么单纯，

这个世界也不是我想的那么单纯..

但是我不悔

不悔认识你

不悔放手

因为这次重伤，

让我长大

让我更懂事，

让我觉得什么年纪

应该做什么样的事情..

我想我真的长大了

一直向往着曾经单纯而又快乐的自己，

但我终究是长大了，

成长的代价便是殇...

时间

是多么的残酷，

它常常让我们心碎，

让我们彻夜难眠，

让我们坚定不移的确信永不更改的生活，

变成一个个梦，

我活在今天

今天才是现实

过去的过去了

回不来，

未来的没到来..